Slack-jawed moving through the fog
Lookin' around but I don't know what to say
So I say nothing at all
But I just keep mumbling
Sometimes I get the feeling
I'm sleep-walking over, about to lose control
Or I feel nothing at all
And I can't stop
But even if I could
I don't think it's the time or the place for it
All my friends are sayin' that I should
See a doctor and get some help for this
But I've let it go on
And now I'm afraid there's no turning back
My wounds aren't healin' and my hair's fallin' out
I can't talk, I can't scream, and I can't shout
I need to figure this out
I just keep stumblin'
No sleep, I can't stop grindin' my teeth
I'm alive, but this ain't livin'
I'm afraid there's no relief
I'm strugglin' to breath
And I can't stop
But even if I could
I don't think it's the time or the place for it
All my friends are sayin' that I should
See a doctor and get some more help for this
But I've let it go on
Now I'm afraid there's no turning back
This is it
This is the night
I don't know if I can take it
Something isn't right
I'm seizin' up
I am goin' on
Everybody else seems fine like I'm the only one
credits
from Ghoul Samhain,
released October 26, 2015
Written, produced and performed by Ted Limpert
A joyful celebration of the sounds of Southern rap from an artist who's never felt more at home and in command of her space and vision. Bandcamp Album of the Day May 25, 2023